When hope is all you have

I am 36 about to turn 37 and had always thought I would be a mother by now.In *** when I married my husband, I fell pregnant straight away only to have a miscarriage at 10 weeks.A year later I fell pregnant again only to be rushed for emergency surgery at 7 weeks due to an ectopic pregnancy .Since *** we have been through numerous IUI and IVF treatments only to be told by Professor Petra De Sutter from GENT University Hospital that I no longer have viable eggs.I thought my world was shattered in a thousand pieces and could not imagine the fact I would never have a child of my own.Since then my niece offered to donate her eggs and we did have a successful transfer to my womb with strong embryos.The fact is it did not work and IVF has a 40% success rate ( Which I think is quite small for the amount of energy and emotional stress the whole process entails ) Now I am in uncharted waters looking for a way to fore-fill my deepest dreams ..Who know's what the future holds and maybe you cross paths with the right people at the right time.So lets see what hope brings cause that's all I've got ! Cheers Jess ( Rotterdam, Holland )