Since I can remember I have always desired to be a father. I was the first born of my parents and I wanted a.sin to be my first.born. at the age of 14 I dicovered I was attracted.to the.same.sex as.I am. My dreams.were.shattered.for.ever havING a son. But advancement in technology and science it had give me hope again. I must make mention although I am gay I have never had any type of sexual intercourse with anyone. I want a sin to be my own...my missing heart, the one to be the live of my life. When I die I will know I have a son to carry on my name and legacy. I have always prepared for his arrival. .he will be taken care of. I will educate him, build.him to have good values and morals, to be kind and humble and mist.of all to serve people.is to serve God. .so he will serve my lord through his.pepole.