IT SEEMS AFTER 7 YEARS OF TRYING FOR A BABY THROUGH FAILED INVITROS/ FAILED AIU\S/MISCARRIAGES AND CANCER WE ARE DETERMINED NOT TO GIVE UP YET.THE EMOTIONAL SIDE OF IT HAS BEEN HARD ON US BOTH AND HAVING TO DEAL WITH FACT THAT I CAN'T CARRY MY OWN CHILD IS HARD TO TAKE IN.I'VE CURRENTLY SHUT DOWN FOR A WHILE AND HAVE BEEN KEEPING MYSELF BUSY BY DOING A COURSE AND BALLET CLASSES BUT AT NIGHT ITS HARD TO CONTROL THESE EMOTIONS WHICH ARE SO PAINFUL AND SAD.WE ARE NOW TRYING TO FIND A SURROGATE MOTHER WHICH IS PROVING REALLY DIFFICULT AS I HOLD A BOTSWANA PASSPORT AND MY HUSBAND HOLDS A PORTUGUESE AND SOUTH AFRICAN PASSPORT.THIS IS ALL NEW TO ME AND I WOULD LIKE TO CONNECT WITH WOMEN WHO UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH AND JUST TO TALK.
LOOKING FOR A MIRACLE
JUNE BATISTA
