Looking for a surrogate

My husband and I are looking for a surrogate. We would like to tell you about us. When I was very young I got pregnant and had my baby girl prematurely she passed away that was the worst day of my life. I got to hold her only for a short time. I always knew I wanted to be a mommy but found out later I needed a hysterectomy. I had a partial hysterectomy and didn't know for many years about surrogacy and how it actually worked. Now that I am in my 40's and married to the most amazing man we agreed if its Gods will he will allow us to find the perfect surrogate to carry our baby we both have longed for our whole lives. We live in the country and have 3 horses and 1 dog. We have a wonderful life serving the Lord together but there's something missing. We have so much love to give. We pray together everyday for this gift from God and know he hears our prayers. We put this in His hands and know if its his will we will be holding our child soon.