Life's journey isn't fair as so many hopeful parents have found out. We have had the best of life and been blessed with three lovely children. But sometimes bad things happen and we lost our wonderful son to a childhood cancer called neuroblastoma. I suppose we want to have another child to have a little spark of our son in another person. We can't have one together as my wife had a health related hysterectomy. I know this might feel selfish to some people who can't have a family. Life is a journey we can't really travel alone and sometimes we have to ask others for help.