Unable to have children due to medical reasons (as of *** my wife and I have had two miscarriages this year and has beentold she has to have a hysterectomy. I wish I could cardy a baby as it would be amazing to feel that life inside me but it was not to be that way.
Trustworthy, loyal, thoughtful, happy go lucky.Im a genuine person who likes to laugh and spend time with family as its the most important thing to me.
Being unable to have a child was the biggest upset of all.There are things that we take for granted in life such as the ability to have children.We never seem to grasp the fact that bearing a child is more miraculous, more awe-inspiring yet exclusive club there is or the value of that human life means more than anything that can ever be comprehended. I really need to find a caucasian surfogate to help me as ive longed for so long for a child and I cant even begin to explain what this would mean to me.Im 35 and have been an aunt since I was 20.I dote on my nieces and have gone without to ensure they have what they need and they mean so very much.I have had the strongest deepest longing to be a mother for so long. Its not about having a little cute baby to show off, its the whole package for me.I see my sister and my nieces and daydream of how id face a teenager on pms or sleepless nights with a little one or school runs and it doesnt faze me. Im desperate to be a mum.If anyone can help, please, please, please, get in touch.I am a very loving person who would make a great mum and show a child that the biggest gift is what comes from the heart.Thanks for reading x