We ttc for 15 years, ending in 5 miscarriages.I positive from iui I but lost it days after positive pregnancy tests.Failed iui.3 further chemical miscariages. In *** I broke my back falling 10Ft through a ceiling, so if I was to carry now, I would risk being on bed rest for the whole of the pregnancy or possible paralysis, due to the pressure on my back. I'm also not keen to pass on my health conditions to my future children they don't have to deal with the struggles we have had to go through.
We would like a surrogate that we can make memories with as it's important that our child/children know where they came from.We would like a sibling journey as I grew up an only child and hated it. I would like them to have each and be biologically connect also. I would like to think we are easy going, but have had 1 gtk which broke down and it devastated us.To a degree We are still coming through, which has been hard to pick ourselves back up from that disappointment.We would like someone who can be open and honest with us, and work through issues with us as it's important for us to keep lines of communication open.