Simply put, I need a purpose in this life. I NEED to be a father.
I am a single man, 40 years old.I love children so very much.It's difficult for me to even see a baby with his/her parents in public now.It's not about wants, regarding this.This is something I desperately need.Something that would give my life purpose.I need a son or daughter.I so very badly need the opportunity to raise my little prince/princess into someone brilliant.I'm *** healthy, in great shape.I have no medical conditions of concern, but a lonely heart.I'm not a rich man not even wealthy.My annual gross salary is at this time *** would go POOR, so that my baby is rich.If I had my own baby, it would no longer be about me at all but about him/her.I need to be a father.I don't want to leave this world alone, never having a person in my life who needs me, depends on me will give me a reason to live.It will fill not a void, but a canyon in my life.I need a purpose to live. *Without attempting to sound pitiful, you'd be(literally) saving my life by helping me.* Please help me.